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Thank you for following my show on the Spirituality of Dying Well. Now - can I encourage you to go write your own book? I do a little blog about it at North Georgia Community Resources.

I have really enjoyed this past year. I found lots of exciting internet tools and of course one of my favorites is the TalkShoe format.

If I could wish for you something really special for this year it would be to have health, happiness, and the discovery of the book inside you. Our families are losing touch with ancestry and although it may not really be recognizable, we don't notice gorges at first either. The weather, wind, and water tear away the earth leaving deep gulleys. Bit by bit we may be letting current busy-ness degrade the earth of our backgrounds.

I would love to assist folks in getting started. There are several very low cost methods online for printing your own book.

Just get started.

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Accolades

In this week's show, we read about Julia.

Julia is the person everyone knows who sacrifices and gives and does not accept thanks.

It took Julia her entire life to accept gratitude from those she served.

It is sad to think that it was the end of life, a hospice doctor and social worker, and past scenes revisited that brought her to the point of acceptance.

She found a way to accept gratitude as she said goodbye.

Finding Dignity - Ch 5 pt 1

Chapter 5: Fidning Dignity Amid Disease and Disentegration

This chapter introduces us to Wallace Burke. Wallace was dying of ALS and if you remember the book, "Tuesdays with Morrie" you will recognize that dreaded disease.

Of course each disease that removes the quality and dignity of health is terrible. My personal fear of ALS is the decline of the body while the mind remains functional.

I can imagine moments of confusion while maintaining this human body that may continue to walk, move, and reach. If my outer shell chose to become non-functional and my mind continued to reason, continued to feel love and sorrow, continued to move without accommodations from my body, could I stand to live?

I think not holding someone I loved would be a heart ripping experience. To fear taking the next bite of food because I could choke to death.....I can't believe I wouldn't force down some homemade chocolate cake. Yet I know these simple daily tasks elude the ALS patient as they watch from their oriented view a disoriented physical container decline.

If you had ALS and your body stopped working but your mind remained clear what would you do? How would you feel? Have you ever known someone with ALS? What was their view on their disease? Anger? Awakening?

Doctor speaks on end-of-life ethics

Dr. Bernard Lown, a writer and developer of the defibrillator, once said that Americans are the only people who think death is optional.

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Busy-ness

I have found the definition of "busy". It is not being organized, not being directional in action, it is handling a crises that turns mundane tasks into other emergency "to do's".

As you or I go through this journey called "life" we expect to not be perfect. I certainly do not expect that of myself. I do expect to find time for me and my family but I let this aspect of living escape me recently.

November is National Hospice Month and in an effort to spread the word of hospice care, I think I put all my energy into this one thought - work.

As I read chapter 4 of the "Dying Well" series, I realized that I could easily become the angry person that Douglas Kearney was. It is not my character to anger easily, however with enough stress it can happen. At the end of this chapter, Douglas confronts his demons that had blocked his sadness and allows more love to flow by facing his fear of death.

I have a healthy fear of dying....I don't want to leave dirty dishes, bills unpaid, dust on the refrigerator. Oh yeah, I don't want to leave here and not tell the people I love how much they mean to me.

The good news is that I tell people in my life how much I love them no matter how busy I am. I know my priorities even when I am engulfed in "busy-ness".

The dust on the refrigerator - maybe I'll get to that tomorrow.

Dying Well, ch3 part 2

What is the question you will ask if you should find that your life is limited?

For Anne Marie Wilson in this chapter she is examing the things that don't seem quite as important if you are in good health.

Questions of pain, scent, marriage. Answers are coming from her doctor, Dr. Byock and nurse Andi. The most important things in life are what we think as individuals not as a society that judges whole concepts.

For Anne Marie the hope for a pain free ending and not smelling "bad" are goals that take her through her journey.

I have a hard time getting through this chapter without crying like a baby. That is why I ended up dividing it into 3 parts in order to keep my composure and read the entire chapter without having stops in the recording to let you share in the joyous noise of me blowing my nose and sniffling excessively.

I try to read the words of each chapter in a tone that won't put you to sleep but I even get bored hearing my own voice. I can tell at points during this chapter that I am getting absorbed into the story and reading faster as my mind races to become a part of the story.

When I read faster, I think I may miss a few words.

I hope I haven't missed anything.

I hope you won't miss this chapter.

Robin

Assumptions, Awareness, Journey

In chapter two of our discussion on the Dying Well episodes, Dr. Byock has lived through the questions and answers that drive us to review our personal mission in life. He began noticing that in the health care social circle, a dying person was looked upon as somewhat undignified. Death was a problem reviewed and documented in rounds. Heroic measures for saving life became little more than a script for medical staff to follow with knowingness of exact outcomes and those outcomes did not equal life. This chapter is the introduction period for Dr. Byock to the hospice world. His experiences and new insights on death and dying gave birth to a team that would assume the responsibility for those who left the medical facility on borrowed time. New ideas initiated thoughts of good deaths being fostered and not happenstance. Dr. Byock coined a new term of "Dying Well" since it encompassed more than an ending. This new term would become the whispered mantra of his band of health care workers to celebrate life. In this chapter, Dr. Byock makes the analogy of end of life to a toddler's developmental course of discovery, functional capacity, and adaptation to change. We begin to see here how one may be healed if not cured at the end of this known existence.

The discussion guide asks us to look at the following:


In the second paragraph of this chapter, Dr. Byock states: “the time of my father’s dying, especially the last months and weeks, pervaded my thoughts and permeated my dreams. The memories were full of compelling images and poignant vignettes that connected me with a deep, aching sadness. Something about that time was also undeniably precious.”(p.25)

Have you had an experience similar to his?
What makes them so poignant?
What makes these images and memories precious?

As Dr. Byock recalled his experience with death on a hospital unit, he asked the question, “I wondered what it was permissible to die from.”(p. 27)

What do you think he is asking?

In your experience, are there more acceptable reasons for dying compared to others?

Are there reasons for death that you are more comfortable with than others?

Have you discussed your final wishes to those who are close to you? If not, why?

What does the expression "dying well" mean to you?

What would be a "good death" for you when that time comes?

Join me next Friday at 8:30 a.m. Eastern for Chapter 3 - Learning to Die Well - Ann Marie Wilson.